dilema itu

PROLOG

13 Mei 2010

Tahniah diucapkan kerana telah menamatkan pengajian Ijazah Sarjana Muda tuan/puan dengan memperoleh Sarjana Muda (Kepujian) yang amat membanggakan fakulti dan universiti.

Sehubungan itu, sebagai mengiktiraf kejayaan tuan/puan, pihak universiti telah membuka ruang kepada para graduan Ijazah Sarjana Muda Kepujian (Kelas Pertama) untuk meneruskan pengajian ke program Ijazah Kedoktoran (PhD) dengan pembiayaan sepenuhnya oleh UiTM.

Dekan,
Institute of Graduate Studies
UiTM.

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salahkah kita kalau ingin mengikut kemahuan diri sendiri?

bagaimana kita nak betul2 pasti bahawa keputusan yang kita ambil itu tepat?

bersediakah kita untuk menghadapi segala kemungkinan yang mendatang?

so i've made my mind.

but my parents kept asking me why i didn't grab this great opportunity.

they said if i chose to further my study then i don't have to worry anymore about the afterwards since i'll certainly be a lecturer next.

it really made me feel bad myself.

because until now, i still being unemployed.

did i made the wrong choice?

"You'll never know until you try"

that words keep spinning in my mind.

did i really made the wrong choice?

no regrets.

Whatever it is, what i need the most now is to keep believing myself.

believe that i have the ability to do what i want.

believe that i made the right choice.

believe that my chances is yet to come.someday.

Mungkin sekarang BELUM rezeki aku lagi....sabarlah wahai diri.

anonymouS:: DIA lebih mengetahui. berdoalah......